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Posted:Jun 2, 2019 1:03 pm
Last Updated:Jan 30, 2022 5:20 pm
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Most have probably noticed I updated my location to Las Vegas. Yes I do live there and yes I also live in Minn. Using Vegas since my home in Minn is where my inner circle lives. Am still open 2 meeting some people but we must start out as friends and you have to be vetted by my others. Our Vegas home is where we do a lot of just getting away and having fun. On home front everything is goin really well. Both my turned one in May and are both healthy and happy. Both my GFs have lost the baby weight and look as great as ever. Running round keeping the happy is awesome when you have 5 ppl raising them. Both are super smart and stunningly cute. Both my BFs are awesome dads as well. We have 5 sets of grandparents to please which isn't easy since they all want to spend time w the . Think found the secret to overcoming all the judgements on our lifestyle. Just have beautiful babies. It works.
Health is pretty good. Still struggle with keepin my weight ofc but have managed to kinda stay round 0 (yh I kno still need more pds). Am running still almost everyday but just not as far as I used to. Also still a lab rat and goin in 4 lots of testing. Cats r smug n happy n work is good. Not sure what else to say but if you wanna kno more bout me then friend/fan me so we can email back n forth.
Muah
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Where What Who?
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Posted:Jul 16, 2018 10:29 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2019 10:37 pm
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Been a while since i posted n update. Lots n lots been happenin. Have moved again n now have main place in Minn but also visit my condos in both Vegas n Chicago. Still living w my two GFs n now two BFs. Workin lots from home but my consulting gig has me runnin all over the US (lots of places in middle of nowhere where there is a factory).
Biggest news is that last after the bee sting n mild heart attack both my GFs decided 2 rob my sperm bank n get preggers. Yes.. now have two babies one amazin boy n one insanely cute girl. Am very happy n have nice family. Was always concerned that if i ever did have w a woman that there would be no strong male role model in their lives but now have two that love them. It has been crazy last few months but it seems 2 be workin out. Our new place is perfect for raising n with all of us it gives each time with them but also allows breaks we need.
On my med front still a lab rat n gettin tested all the time. Struggle 2 keep wieght on but hover round 110. Still run almost everyday. My looks havent faded yet but yh turnin 40 soon (GGs still hate me). Heart hasnt given out completely yet so maybe i will make it 2 be 45? Who knos.. All a tradeoff i had no say in. Just want 2 kno where the f is all the med advancements i keep hearin bout but never see. Where is the stem cell stuff that can regrow my heart? Keep readin bout that stuff but it never comes along. Guess now that i have im more concerned bout living longer than B4. Oh well guess just keep livin as much as can while i can. Anyway not gonna end on that wierd note.
Got a serious offer from a real agency 2 do modeling. Not so sure gonna do it but the offer was kinda cool 2 get. Apparently there isnt lots of TS models out there. Tho am not so sure qualify completely as a TS. Kinda do but kinda dont cause i got genetic conditions that r very diff than other TSs. Totally didn start in same place as most. soo.. yh all that stuff.
Finally my cats r still happy n full of purrs n really really luv our new huge house.
Muah
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Sniff Sniff
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Posted:Dec 30, 2017 10:01 pm
Last Updated:Apr 10, 2022 1:04 pm
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So this is the wierdest thing im prob ever gonna post n it sounds like BS n im bein trolled somehow. Started when i asked my bf how he would rate me on a scale of 1-10 n he said 14 cause i always smell like candy. This struck me as just him bein an adorable wierdo. Laughin bout this i mention it 2 both my girlfriends n they like both agreed. They just said like candy. nonspecific candy. Ooookkaaayyy wtf does that even mean? My bf said he thought was at first like my shampoo or body wash or perfume but over time he realize is just my natural smell has a kinda candy scent 2 it. Am i bein lied to just 2 confuse me? So same day i chattin on phone w a guy we r all kinda seein n had him on speaker cause we were plannin a trip n my gf ask him what i smell like. He says "A light sweet smell of candy like when u go 2 a candy store". Yh right soooo sounds like a set up. Then he says my mom smells same way. Ok really really wierd cause wtf is he doin sniffin my mom?? Who does that? Soooo over Xmas my parents were visitin. Which is not easy 4 them but so awesome havin them in my life again (Think strict roman catholics acceptin their as a TS who is romantically involved and living w 2 females and a guy, yh not easy 4 them). So my gf tells my mom "u smell like candy just like ur ". Thought i would pass out from embarrasment. N my dad blurts out ofc she smells of candy why do u think i married her? Now this whole thing has me suspectin everyone of trickin me somehow. Sure.. been told i smell good or sweet by lots of diff ppl but 2 smell of candy? Not really buyin this cause i cant smell it n not sure even if is true that it is a good thing. Now am always wierded out bout smelling bad. My life is really strange.
Jessi
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Ratings? Really?
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Posted:Nov 24, 2017 5:58 pm
Last Updated:Jan 23, 2021 5:02 am
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Have had a few guys here always askin for cam or face pics. I dont give them out very often at all. So was asked where i rate on a scale of one 2 ten. Okay will play that game so lets find out. Lets start off at the middle at 5. First am trans which detracts 2 points. But im 100% passable w no male muscles or features so that adds two points. Im a bit older which detracts 2 points. But look 28 and have extremely nice skin so add 2 points. Have blonde hair and green eyes which adds a point. Am kinda short so detract a point. Very thin stomach so add a point. Nice butt (yh w thigh gap) so add another point. Perfect tits so add 2 points (they were really expensive so add 2 or else). Am kinda chatty so detract a point. Am intelligent so add a point. Am street smart so add another point. Am a bit 2 sarcastic so detract a point. Am rating myself 2 high so detract another point. There.. add all that up. Now i asked both my GF's where they rate me. Both said 11. yh right. Asked my BF.. he said 14 cause you always naturally smell like candy. Wtf? Such an adorable biased wierdo. Really think the ratings are kinda dumb. If you like me then u like me. Am more than looks but yh will concede they help.
Muah.
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Medical Freak
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Posted:Sep 18, 2017 6:46 pm
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2019 2:03 pm
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So have come 2 realize what a medical freak i am. Found out i had a med prob that really didnt allow me 2 ever develop as a male. Never got body hair, muscles or even got over 125 pds my whole life. Short effemiant weak skinny and attracted to guys is no way 2 go thru puburty. Complete disaster. So i ofc focused on just education since it was my only edge in the rat race of life. But still i always felt more female than male and when i presented as female was almost always accepted as such. This is a really rare thing. Lots of trans have developed as a male and converted after. So in one way im blessed but in lots of others it was a curse. Never quite being accepted socially is really hard no matter what. Ppl see me as an experiment or just too odd 2 have a meaniful friendship or relationship with. So it pains me when i talk 2 other Ts that freak out or are jellly of how well i have transitioned. Dont they understand i went thru lots of the same they have n can still relate. Am still cursed w med probs they will never have. The overwhelming desire 2 be on the outside what they are on the inside clouds perception i guess. Still went thru surguries 2 be the way i am 2 day. Still realize that my looks will not last n my days r numbered. Cant drink alcohol or eat they way most ppl do. So yes i get it. Look as good or better than most females. Am who i n am lucky for now. This is only one part of me n am lucky 2 have ppl that luv me now. It will be a few short years of bein pretty n it will be gone. Then it will be all really bad health after that no matter what my lifestyle. So is the price worth it? Dont know since was never given the choice. Should i have just stayed male and miserable? Am happy for now just tryin 2 give as much love 2 those that really luv me 4 me and not just my looks. K long ramble bout nothin.
Back 2 cats
Muah
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Things n Stuff
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Posted:Sep 10, 2017 2:06 pm
Last Updated:Oct 21, 2017 8:55 am
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So all better after my health thing. Back 2 runnin 5 miles a day and now with better hormone therapy been able 2 keep wieght on (at 115 yay!). Things with work are crazy busy but am still havin a very good year so far. Also been workin on helpin out w some charities 2 help the Harvey victims. The difficult part of this is that ppl are already forgetting bout them cause of Irma. It wont go away for Houston in a week or even a year and every little bit helps. They say it will take 8 years to recover but after meeting some of the ppl I personally think it will come back in 4 just cause of who they are. All is good w my others. Cats r happy n so am i.
Muah
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A killer bee
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Posted:Jul 9, 2017 4:53 pm
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2019 7:10 pm
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Couple weeks ago was just finishin a long run in the hot weather n a bee stung me on my leg. Went into the house n felt really dizzy n suddenly my chest hurt really bad. Thank god my gf was home. Ambulance came n took me 2 hospital. Had a heart attack. So lots n lots of docs n tests n stuff n they said my kidneys were goin bad n gave me lots of drugs n stuff. My others didn like first diagnosis so i went to diff docs n they did more n more tests. So because of all these tests they found out i got a really rare form of CAH. Basically got glands that never worked quite right. The treatment was initially given woulda prob killed me. Doc says i will be fine n be all better in a month or so now that im gettin treated properly. Anyway long story but if u ever wonder why im so small n thin n feminine, now u kno.
Muah
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Contact
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Posted:Feb 26, 2017 8:08 am
Last Updated:Jun 14, 2019 6:41 am
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Tips for getting a response from me.
Be civil.
Be intelligent.
Be respectful.
Be polite.
Be funny (not sick humor right off ok?)
Come at me as friends first.
Read my blog and get to know me as a person.
All stuff that will get u ignored.
You have a dick pic, nude pic, or a pic of you lookin gangsta on your profile.
You send me dick pics ( i get prob 100 of these a day sooo not impressed)
Your first words to me are some variant of the theme lets fuck, or nice rack.
You didnt take the time to actually read my profile or my blog.
You cant actually read.
You are married or in a relationship and your other doesnt know bout what ur doing.
You are a pic hound.
You view me as an experiment you always wanted to try out.
Your pants are down.
Just a quick rant and some tips.
Back 2 cats >^,^<
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Where in the world is??
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Posted:Jan 7, 2017 11:27 am
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2017 2:04 pm
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Where am I? Good question. Currently am at my GF's house in Vegas chillin like a villian. Was swimming this morning in our heated pool in the cool desert air. Yes it is a really nice place. Is this my home? Yes... but.... i am also spending lots of time in KC at my BF's house. So is that my home? Yes. Do i still live in Denver? Not really. We sold our condo (My other GF's and mine). But i visit some friends and go with her to visit her family there a lot. Also visit a friend that has a huge ranch in wyoming for a week at a time. Also go to california to visit my other's family. Sometimes i travel for my work as well. So where am I? Online a lot cause i work remotely on lots of stuff. Almost anywhere i am i am online working, shopping, booking travel, and chatting. Btw if u msg me and i dont respond there is a good chance i cant cause im a std member and have reached my daily limit. If you really want to reach me then friend me and then fan me. Then we can email back and forth. Will i cam or send you pics? Probably not. Mostly on here 2 chat w friends or if your T and want advice am all for that (Been through so much transitioning am always willing to help a sister out). Dont really need hookups as i have all i want at my fingertips. Read bout me.. u might find im 2 crazy 2 deal with anyway.
Back to cats! Muah >^.^<
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Transgender Bathrooms
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Posted:Dec 19, 2016 6:09 pm
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2017 9:13 pm
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Gonna break my silence on this issue since i have had many ask me bout this n also cause have 2 many ppl speaking 4 me that have idea what they r talkin about. Dont put a label on me and put a set of values on me that label entails. It most likely isnt true. If you hear someone labeling and grouping ppl it is most likely cause they want 2 exploit you. The way i look at this issue is from personal choice. I have choosen 2 never make anyone else uncomfortable by going into a bathroom of either gender when anyone could identify me as the other. When i was younger and not passable i would (unless an absolute emergancy) stay away from public community bathrooms and if i did i would use the one others would see me as. Run in.. use the stall and get out quick. Why? cause even though i wasnt passable i was clearly not fully male and it would make ppl uncomfortable. I was the one who choose to defy social norms and saw no reason to force my choice on others. Do not confuse this with going along for the greater good (an argument that has supported many a dictatorship) Now that noone sees me as male i still avoid such bathrooms. Why? I dont want to make others uncomfortable. At this point noone sees me as trans unless they know already. So should there be a law? I think no. Why? Cause the govt needs to stay out of it. Cause some freaks will abuse it and make a bad name for other trans. My goal has always been to pass. When i totally pass then noone will ever even question. Is it tough b4 that happens? absolutely. Is it bad we have to find ways around it? yes. Was it our choice to follow this path? yes. I take all the good and the bad with my transition. There has been lots of pain and societal rejection. There has also been lots of joy. It is my life. We are societal creatures and that is the way it is. If i cant pass as a gender... no way would i go into a bathroom that i wasnt seen as part of. I am an adult.. i will find a way. I am trans and a stronger person for that struggle.
Just my thoughts on this. now back 2 cats >^.^<
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Update updating
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Posted:Nov 24, 2016 10:37 pm
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2016 6:46 pm
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So it is Thanksgivin n i hope everyone had a great holiday. Had our meal at my BF's house w a whole lot of ppl. Had lots of the usual strange questions from his extended family. Also had the typical family member that has taken in too much infotainment get all wacky n make everyone uncomfortable. Feel sorry 4 those that get that way.
Am all healed from my surgury n it turned out very well. If u dont know had a prob w my implants and had 2 have them redone. So got them bigger w ofc a lot of urging fromm my BF n both GF's.
LIfe is pretty good n my consulting is gettin busier. Also have gained wieght finally and am at 109 so am doin good there. Thinkin gonna dress like elf on Xmas day n go help feed ppl at homeless shelter. Yh kno i only do that stuff one day a year but at least i do somethin.
Last but not least my cats r full of purrs.
Muah
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Time to heal
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Posted:Oct 16, 2016 4:34 pm
Last Updated:Mar 12, 2018 5:00 pm
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Surgury went very well. Am healing up now and doin ok.
Back 2 cats muah
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Doctor
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Posted:Oct 1, 2016 5:01 pm
Last Updated:Mar 12, 2018 5:00 pm
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If u don kno am gettin surgury next friday. My implants that i got unfortuately had a prob and i gotta get em redone. Not a good thing but coulda been lots worse. My doc did extra careful screening 2 check for problems and found it b4 it got bad or noticable at all. He is a really really good doctor and is very confident that it will turn out just as well as it did last time (w out the current prob ofc). Also at the urging of my others and ofc 4 me am gettin them a bigger than they were. Which since am gettin em redone anyway might as well. Will be months b4 am healed again. Both my GF's r comin w me 4 the surgury and will be stayin at my BF's house till i can get around ok. It is nice 2 have so many that love me. Maybe this is makin up 4 all the times in my life when i wasnt.
Take care and be kind
Back 2 cats. muah
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